...In which our heroine throws up her hands.

Yesterday's post on Touch, Feel, & Lose got me thinking about how sometimes all you can do in a situation is laugh. Even in the most dire of days, sometime you just have to chalk it up to experience.

Let's take a look at Katydid's present existence: Boy A and I just broke up. I am still in love with him, although I know we aren't good for each other and he has other priorities. Boy B, on the other hand, the one I wasted high school pining for, has decided of late that he needs to declare his love for me and beg for me back. So Boy B wants me and I want Boy A. 

Since getting over the stage of wanting to throw myself on the el tracks, I find this a precarious position to be in. Honestly, I think it's kind of hilarious at this point. I'm stuck between someone I want who doesn't want me and someone who wants me but I don't want. Ah, young love. When they're young, they're green. 

Ben moves out tomorrow which I'm sure is going to be awesome. Seeing his poster all taken down put me in a great mood last night. Luckily, I'm shooting my final project this weekend to keep me occupied. 

In other news, I need a job. So far the best options seem to be AMC Theaters, Cheesecake Factory, Ulta Cosmetics, or Red Lobster. I don't really want to do retail, but most restaurant jobs are 21+, and a break from slingin' slop would be nice. I've tried to get internships with a couple film companies, but no luck, so I'll probably be amongst the common workforce. I just want something at this point. 

But anyway, all you can do is laugh sometimes. Thanks Kenny Powers: